4 weeks challenge (join me)

Today i completed 18th day of my streak im reaching toward my goal day by day hope i will reach day 90 marching towarsa day 90 18th mission over 19 th started

 

23/28

 

Well, I started to feel lonely and desire for real women again. Not sure if this is merely my brain trying to get me to view P, or that it's actually recovering.

 

Today i completed day 19 of my streak today was a little harder day as i have urges today and dont know why i am feeling different today i am like little bit lost type dont know why hope it will goes away marching towards day 90 19th mission over 20th started

 

something like 23days so far guys, feeling great with a bit of less sleep, a lot of strengh while working out and lifting some weights, still more resistant to cold water, and feeling like confident to experience some self-control. I'm more detached of this craving and start to more realise how it may be a real addiction like alcohol or tabaco but more subtle since it's like a normal practice today.
I think i start to appreciate more my body as it is, and just appreciate the present with meditation, without necessary craving for physical satisfactions. No idea how long I may take to recover to some normality since i think external stimulation can play a real role to arouse myself. I know that imagination can play an important role and start to think that to much frequent PMO damages somehow my abilities to imagine and have normal physical reactions.. the good thing is that I take time to consult some studies about human consequences of faping.
Peace.

 

Today i completed day 20 of my streak today i am feeling very good day was going right for me but some incident happen right now and it make me very sad i didnt give up the streak my streak is running but some incident happen which make me sad but no worry it happens marching towards day 90 20 th mission over 21 started

 

Continuing to do well. I did notice with extra stress today that my mind ended up in fantasy more than usual. I was able to redirect my mind when I noticed it, but my brain goes straight to sexual fantasy to escape from stress. Hoping that lessens as time goes on.

 

It happens with me also

 

Today i completed day 21 of my streak well today was not a good day as my mind is thinking about the incident continiously which happen yesterday well dont want to talk about that just want to forget about it well positive effects which i see in my self is that i can think clearly more about anything which is good my thinking power has improved just want to live the life the fullest now well i want to give advice from my life which i learned yesterday just have a dream work on it and achieve it that should be the motto of our life and my life also marching towards day 90 21st mission over 22nd started just 3 more days and i will reach my previous streak of 25 days

 

Well, my brain is attempting to tempt me to watch P recently. Gives me all these 'Porn is good for you", "You need the porn", "Just imagine the pleasure", "You miss it" kind of bullshit thoughts. Am able to dismiss them, but my brain also attempts to escape the fact that it now no longer has access to P by giving me the temptations to fantasize, also am able to dismiss the thoughts, albeit with extra efforts required. On the plus side, real women are now much more attractive than they once were to me.

 

Today i complete 22nd day of my streak today was a easy day i have urges today but it goes also easily my exams are in next month having a tough time in studying hope i will clear this entrance exam and can achieve my dream marching towards day 90 22nd mission Over 23rd started

 

Today i completed 23rd day of my streak today was a hard day as urges are now difficult to control sometimes but after some times it goes away as i am observing my mental health has greatly improved hope i cross this days as early as possible and reach day 90 marching towards day 90 23rd mission over 24th started

 

Challenge beaten. 28/28. Thanks

 

24th day of my streak is completed today well i am more happy person than i was before the streak my mind is in right direction now but dont know why as the streak is going fOrward my urges are coming regularly is my mind rewiring itself thats why it is happening? Dont no but i am enjoying the life without p marching towards day 90 24th mission over 25th started

 

I completed 25th day of my streak feeling good today at previous streak i gave up at 25th day now i am again at 25th day just want to move forward and reach 90 days marching towards day 90 25th mission over 26th started

 

day 0 again :-(

 

Today i completed day 26 of my streak well today was a normal day not that much happened today marching towards day 90 26th mission over 27th started just 3 days for 30 days

 

Well, yesterday was kinda dangerous. Almost gave in to the urges. Luckily I knew what I was doing.

 

Today day 27 of my streak is completed today there was no urges but some videos in youtube was triggering but it didnt affect me that much looking forward towards day 90 27th mission over 28th started

 

Well, there were some urges yesterday, but they are more easily handled.