4 weeks challenge (join me)

Do you spend alot of time not doing annything spesial?

 

If I get through today it is day 12. Feeling a bit easier to stay out of fantasy and rubber necking. No issues with wanting to look at porn or subporn.

 

Yes. I'm always indoors.

 

12 day of my streak is going to be completed as i said everyday it is getting difficult as now every day i get urges to see when i am free or some scenes of p run on my mind it always happen with me at this time but i have come so far dont wamt to go back there i try to keep myself busy all the time and it helps me i hope this time i cross 30 days a benchmark i want to set than 90 days will be my another target taking mission day by day i will succeed this time marching towards day 90 12th mission over 13th mission started

 

good job guys! keep going with your commitment and don't allow our mind to trick us for any reasons.. i think it realy worth it!

 

Made it another day! If I can finish up tomorrow that is 2 weeks!

 

13th day is completed of my streak today was not that much difficult day as it was earlier looking forward to day 90 now day after tommorow i will complete half month of streak which will be great last time 25th day was the time when i broke my streak but this time it wont happen just believing in myself believe in yourself guys we can do it marching towards day 90 13th mission over 14th mission started

 

17/28

 

barely made it though today. Difficult with a significant other

 

Welp, I forgot to come here for a couple days. Came here with not so good news, urges grew strong enough that I almost lost control.

I was reading the script of a movie(Was learning how to write scripts) and got curious. Went and watched the movie and holy motherfuck, it's basically P. Was expecting it to be at least censored, and it made me almost relapse. Welp, this is going to be like that time I saw that powerful trigger. But tbh, this trigger shouldn't had bothered me, I had better self control a few weeks ago, wonder what's causing my resolve to weaken.

 

Much easier today to resist the visual stuff and thoughts that popped in my head.

 

Finally i completed 15 days of streak well diffrences is easily seen as i can more concentrate on studies now and leading a good life without any much depression or tension marching towards day 90 15 th mission over 16th started

 

Just gonna come and say that I have mostly recovered from my setback two days ago, looking forward to regaining my progress.

 

Today day 16 is completed of my streak and now looking forward for day 17 of my streak well i have no urges as i am very much busy in studies now days full concentration is on studies so days are going vry fast for me hope like this i reach 90. Days and will be free from p forever marching towards day 90 16th mission over 17th started

 

19 days today and feel great! I start to notice some more confidence, feeling in peace to have conversations, and also stronger to resist resistence workout and also cold shower! dealing with some highly hot stuff online may be a trigger but lucky enough I remain as aware as possible to not engage with any kind of fantasy. I have no freaking idea how long it may take to erase PMO damages but man, for some reasons, i start to really think that this stuff may really a game changer when one channel the wasted energy to something more beneficial to move forward..also, I really think that it's like a gift I can give to the feminine I may encounter later since that's like the royal way to fully embrace it and make it satisfied. This stuff is real life guys! don't allow fucking pixel ruin your mind guys! let's keep commited to get back our precious life and be our best self! because we are amazing and worth it! the reward may be bigger that we can imagine!
With love!

 

another day down!

 

Today 16th day is completed of the streak . Today was a tuff day as i have today some urges and some scenes of p was running on my mind it was tuff to concentrate today but after sometime i was normal again well i am getting closer to my last streak this time i will get rid off this p for my whole life marching towards day 90 16th misson over 17th started

 

I´m sorry guys. I failed on day 17.

 

Stumbled into not so good stuff today, can't say that it's exactly P, but it certainly isn't clean. Even took a few seconds to stare at the thing. Will probably fuck me up for a few more hours or so. Also had quite a disturbing dream, about me desperately seeking gay sex(even tho I know that I'm at least straight, not sure if I'm bi tho). That dream kinda fucked me up as well.

 

Today i completed my 17th day of my streak today was a easy day but i was very unproductive today and feeling very much empty inside myself but went to friends home and enjoy with him make me happy hope i will productive tomorrow marching towards day 90 17th mission over 18 th started just some 12 days more for 1 month very excited to reach that place