Why Can't Get Over My Past ???

Hello,
Namaste, Greetings from India.
Acctually i had some good and bad experiences, some untouchable and memorable day. Everything was going well, was flying in the sky and suddendly a hunter comes and breaks my wings.
I totally felt despondency and solitude. Became alone again just from last 2 months. It was indeed a pure and true relationship but ended.
Both started going ahead on own way,
I have to get my career very soon, i've already lapsed my time going after other now it's high time to be more careful to get my dream job.
But why my past always comes on my way?
Why scraches my back?
Why makes me cry?
Is it essential to live in life we need to have any relationship?
Why life is totally empty?
I know, its difficult to remove these memoirs from my life but i get one thing clear never give others more importance than yours.
We are always fond of expecting from others, but, never want to listen ourself. We have many things to do for ourself so why after others.
Just trying to improve myself and being a little better.
Thanks and happy rading

 

This is indeed an excellent ideas. I've developed some hobbies of reading and writing. It helps me sometimes yet many a times i feel despondency and isolated.
Any way, i appreciate it. Thanks
And all the best to you

 

you dont want to get rid of memories, they are there so we can reflect upon them and learn from them, they might be painful at times but they are apart of you, instead of trying to get rid of them and block them out, you need to accept them for what they are, accept them, put them behind you, but never forget them.

 

I've accepted man that i had my amazing past with someone special and now we have changed our tracks and moving on different directions. Not many times but, whenever it comes. It makes me cry and desparate. Now, i'm in a good days and trying to improve my personal a bit.
Thanks for threading your thought

 

Look to the memories for lessons, whether good or bad. These memories continue to bother you as you have not reasoned them out, understood them, and extracted the true depth behind what has happened. Look to the past for lessons, live in the present, anticipate the future.

 

Ha ha!! Got it as clear as crystal.
Do you think this is that much easy as much we think? Nope!!!
But the best thing is that sometimes it brings a charming smile on my face, how beautiful these days were and sometimes i stay in a gloomy day, why and how these special days went away..
Any way, thanks for your concerns

 

That's the remakable things. I truely admire your concern. Yaa, i got so many reasons to not have the belonging one. That might be more special to me but i'm glad to find some good experciences that turn myself to be a better man.
Thanks

 

Yaa, porn is this much disgusting. One you enter in this riddle, you will keep on bogging down. The more you try to get rid of it the more you trap. Need to convince our mind, have to accept how it damaged our mind. Should be attentive, be more carefull

 

I love writing diary and mention everything i am getting or feeling. But not your remarkable ideas clicked good on my mind to making list of negative things and burning it. Earlier i was used to do thanks for reminding.
Hope you too are in a good days