Almost 200 days of nofap!

Hi there !! My name is Salim 25 y.o.
My story begins in the far 2006 when I was a lil kid.
I can divide my story into the three short parts. Here we go.

When I was a kid i was introduced into the pmo. I was fapping during 4 years about 4-3 times per day . So i spent my best young period onto this sh*t.

I remember the day when I first time felt pied . It was horoble , I didnt know what to do. I was shy , didnt want to talk with this problem to my parents. On this day I lost myself , this period continued about 8 years untill I discovered nofap.

Now I have almost 200 days of nofap . Here my observations:
I am not watching porn anymore .
I had sex 2 times :
First was pretty cool , my dick was so hard
Second time it was not so good.
- self confident
-more energetic
-more polite
- my hair has very strong qualty and high density
- also my look has changed, i feel more attractive
- my speech is more clear and confident, a bit aggresive
I strongly believe in myself that i will get out from this sh*t because I dont deserve this life.
I want normal relationship , want friends , I want to smile ...

My main goal is cure my ed and to get back to my normal condition. I will keep struggling and will never get back to this previous life!!! I BELIEVE!

 

Thanks! I hope every one understands my post because english is my second language)

 

Thnx!

 

Thanks bro! Actually I dont know, I m on the way to cure

 

Thanks man!
I am suffering from receeding hairline since 2010. Now I feel my hair has a good density and I feel like my hairline has began to restore. I quess the full recovering will take some time but I m ready!!By the way I dont feel quilty anymore!!

 

What does flatline mean?

 

It s pretty much possible!!

 

Yes , during those 200 days I can observe that my sexual desire has very small level. The erections also appeared very rarely.However am not depressed and anxious.
I can conclude that I have many flatlines!
What about you ? How it goes ?

 

How do you think is it possible to recover total and to live the life ?
I m strugling with this desease quite long time! I truly believe in myself however it takes all my power and affects everything !
So much regret, i m a normal guy , love to hang out , do sport and no bad habits , however this sh*t chosen me! I don wanna lose oportunities , I simply dont deserve it!