[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 2 on progress. Do get the urge but tried my best to divert my mind. So far so good.

 

Day 24,
Controlled a nightfall somehow, and it made me happy.
Anyways looking forward to conquer everyday with determination!

 

Day 11!

 

Day 12
This has been a good Sunday thus far. No strong urges to report. Not even weak ones.
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Day 14/90

 

Day 9

 

10/90

 

Day 0 - I fapped again. My only current situation where I act out is when I wake up in my bed in the middle of the night and feel extremely horny. (anyone else too?) It's a state between consciousness and sleep.

My excuses where "You don't need to pay any money for that", "It feels really good", "It's healthy", "You will feel amazing", but I know these aren't true.

I will feel worse after I act out, it destroys my need for real women, it costs me energy and self-respect.

I start doing active recovery routines starting tomorrow until the 90-Days are over. It's very important to me to do active recovery not just passive, it's all about commitment. How much time and energy will you invest?

 

Day 5:
I had urges and i almost gave in but i am glad i did not.
They strike again and again but i need to take control of this habit and in time i know i will.

 

Day 2

 

Day 6...I fought hard at work today...I do floor maintenance at Rite aid and I did my best to keep my eyes focused on my job and not the magazine covers...in the past I used to see the girls on the covers and want to google them later (which only led to masturbation) anyway I survived the ordeal and made it home without the desire of googling anything...
On a side note, last night I took my first cold shower...it was miserable I really felt the shrinkage!!! But I felt rather refreshed long afterwards and I am going to try it again later today...

 

Day 3/90 done! I think doing sports everyday helps you to overcome urges.

 

Day 2/90 complete!

 

Checking in: 19/90

 

6/90

 

Day 14

 

1/90

 

Day 6

 

Day 7/90 starting to feel all the emotions coming back. Just waking up with a bit more energy and sometimes getting a bit frustrated for no reason. Still going strong, looking forward for the 14 day mark.