I'll take angry and spiteful over having to reset my counter. PMO never solved my emotional problems and it won't start now!
Technically didn't relapse because I didn't watch porn, but even when I masturbate I just don't like how it makes me feel. Why should (1/?)
I continue to keep my counter as it is when I feel so much better going cold turkey on everything? It doesn't make sense to me. So back to day 0, but at least I learned something from this.
Have anyone thought ever how our lives would have been all these last years if internet(porn) didnt exist?
I'll only come to my friend house when I'll become successful in my life untill than stay safe stay connected.
Lost four days of no PMO. Was too embarrassed to come back and admit that. But, now I'm trying again. This is not easy.
Nofap day 127/365. Hardmode day 71/365. Staying busy each day is important. Takes your mind off the compulsion to act.
Working on getting a better body. I'm cutting out as much sugar as possible, doing 2 one-minute planks a day, and showering daily.
Twice this week I nearly get hit in my car think it's cause my energy low from relapses , kick me while I'm down
I know that feeling. O too many times, and next time I'm in my car, my vision is blurry and I'm driving like I'm drunk