if you fail, i know it takes time to recover from it an recuperate but again, you have plenty of time to do that an retry another dream
I hate Brazilian football so much, the commentators spam GOL GOL GOL GOL GOL GOL GOOOOLLLL as if they were in a League of Legends game lmao
Beginning to feel P**n is disgusting after nearly 100 days of Hardmode. I think the brain is rewiring hopefully for the better
I typed up this 20 paragraph long schizo rant but honestly can't be arsed posting it. It won't change anything. I need to focus.
Think I'm gonna force myself to go into school or at least the local library. I can't keep my thoughts or head clear. I'm panicking too much.
Why I keep thinking Gianna Dior was my wife. My brain prob still in the rewiring phase. Hard to believe she once was a very religious girl.
Day 3 was easy. I did not feel the urge at all. I was fully focused on my work. A blissful feel it was ↔️.
I am also looking for an accountability partner, would be happy to commit to something like three months of daily messaging. Drop me a message if you are ready!
Journaled last night, “why did I start recovery?” Good reminders. Onto a new day. Ty Jesus for being my sin offering that made me clean!
I'm a spiritual lyrical individual. Spiritual miracle lyrical individual. Spiritual miracle individual.
Nofap day 154/365. Hardmode day 97/365. 50,000 women a year travel to USA in hope of making it big in P**n. Shocking statistics!
Day 9, yesterday I faced a trigger that i should be avoiding and I didn't relapse but I went from "I'M NOT FAPPING" to "IT'S NOT THAT BAD"
