Am i the only one who loves sadist porn like dominance and suffering.. I'm trying to find what is wrong in me.. why I M over fantasy in head
Nofap day 148/365. Hardmode day 92/365. Wednesday’s glimpse was a picture on duckduckgo browser but no P video thankfully! I Feel strong!
Ignore the days.. count each day.. it's a life long process... Days are illusion... You can keep this up buddy.. one step at a time..
i want to peek very bad right now, but i promised myself that peeking would reset the streak. Im not going to do it. Never again
I am mentally slow, and I have learned to try and accept that. All I want is an honest and meaningful life where I can help others.
Get a husband maybe, start a family and work a decent job. Right now, my brain is too slow to compute. The world is too complex.
First time having fully p-unfiltered Internet access in nearly 5 months. I watched different types, most gay stuff and some bisexual. I'm not really attracted to women's breasts much and vaginas are a complete turn off for me. I like a wide range of body-types from slim to muscular. I can't tell what my sexuality is and it's deeply frustrating me.
I can't go a week anymore without relapsing, my brain won't allow itself to reset and focus. I feel constantly drained and miserable, and I know if I just stop doing this one habit then all of that will go away.
I've cleared off my laptop and plan on handing it back tomorrow. I don't need it anymore, and I have a dumb phone to access my account now. If it's gonna make me relapse from now then I need rid of it.
Feeling mixed emotions, depressed, stinging, overwhelmed, negative with what's surrounding. i dont know why.
My hair began falling our when I was 19. By 23, I had a giant bald spot that made me look twice my age. I began shaving my head after that
