My story

Hello everyone my name is Rex84 and I have a problem. I am 29 about to be 30 and have been dealing with porn, masturbation, addiction since I was 13. Pornography pretty much ruined my life. I dropped out of high school at the age of 20, then went into a black hole of video games and pornography. Because of porn I developed a bad habit involving my rectum which I still struggle with today. It’s hard to talk to anyone about these kinds of problems since I feel very embarrass about this.

As of right now, I currently don’t watch porn but I do masturbate frequently 2-3 times a day. Doing that usually stops any urges I might have watching porn. But of course this is more like running away from my problems than dealing with them head on. I feel like a hamster on a wheel going nowhere with my life because of this problem.

I have a few goals I want to accomplish, such as beating this addiction and acquiring my GED. I am currently trying to achieve both, but it has been quite difficult since this addiction is like a big tree and will not be uprooted easily.