Porn Maturbation Ruin Your Life. My Story

Hello I am new here... First of all my english is not good enough so sorry for that ..

Now i m going to tell u My Sad Story

I am 21 years old not a virgin ...... I started fapping since i was 12 years old and first time when i started fapping its without porn I do it daily without porn continuously i fapped about for 1 year then at the age of 13 i started to watching porn clips through internet my brain was like a kid i didnt knw its harmfull for me my health ... and so i continue fapping with porn from the age of 13 years now i am 21 so its 8 years i fapped front of computer on internet porn ... its ruined my health completely .. My Face became Skinny My EyeSight Became Weak I got Glasses My Muscles Didnt Growth On those Years I was looking like a kid due to over porn and maturbation.. I Didnt Intrested in Study Anymore I didnt Achive any Goal in my Life , I am Very Weak to make relations, My Friends Says that i have bad habit of maturbation.. i dnt have confidence on those years i am completely shy in everything Got 2 girlfriends but i didnt intrest due to porn I ended my Relations With Girls Because of porn and maturbation i just like to see hot pornstars on internet and maturbate while seeing them so i completely Hate Real Life Girls because they are not like pornstars ... Porn effected my Brain Everyone make a fun of me in school I cant Control my Emotions I cant Control my Life on those Years .. Everyone Just Hate me While i was on fapping and porn... It Just Ruined my Life in every way .. I cant Feel emotions I makes me insane fapping and porn makes my mind thinking like a criminal I addicted to alcohol and other bad things.. I was looking girls as a Sex Object ... Girls Ignores Me It kills me ... I didnt know in beginning what is the reason why my life is going to be ruined day by day I tried alot of things like going to gym reading books asking from friends but didnt help me ...

So i searched on internet and i got a Great Idea of NoFap its Really helps me I am curing my Brain its works great now better memory little bit better eyesight.. Feeling Energy Feeling Relations Like to Talk with Peoples .. After NoFap i am Feeling myself as a new person Dont want to drink alcohol Now Dont Want To Involve in sexual Activities NoFap helped me alot I just Love my Life now ... Its Getting Better Day by Day Its Feel Great ...
Just want to Give u One Advice If you love your mom and Dad Just Leave Porn and Maturbation for the sake of them ... Its Ruin your life nothing else.. Its My Personal Experience ..
Take Care and Just Give me Feedback So I will Post my New Feelings and New Experience after NoFap